I sometimes wonder how ppl hav so many topics to blog on...so much info to share wid others...

practically everyday there is, if not 4-5 thn atleast 1-2 blogs on their iland...Cool!!!

and thn i think abt myself...i m in total loss of topics....i somehow dont like the idea of posting jokes and other copy-pasting things...

ofcourse i hav copy pasted too....but only things tht wud help propogate or provide info to others...

so here i m thinking everyday...do i hav a topic atleast today tht i can get onto iland and post??

yeah!!! i hav..i think abt it......i spk to myself .."gud topic...let me think some more n post it"

by the time i m done thinking million things...i lose interest in tht ....

frnds here ask abt new blogs..like ice candy did it...TWICE...

i m ashamed tht i do not blog even once in a month...

may be its lack of interest...may be its sheer laziness...or may be its something else i dont know abt...

luckily ice candy gave me 1 reason to blog....lol (kidding)

initially wen i started blogging...this new to me concept caught my interest....safe enuf to not let my frnds or relatives know wat i went thru tht time...not letting them hav clue of my life's tragedy...coz in real life...although wid all those tensions then...i was behaving normal wid no problems or anything of tht sort in my life...

they thought my life is going great...and  i let them believe so!!!

so wid no 1 to share my personal thoughts...i found this medium the best....i still dont know whether ppl who know me in real life know abt my secrets or..they r clueless as i hav let them b???

i hope the latter one's true...but i dont really care any more...tht chapter is over in my life and i hav moved on...

Life is looking great again...wid no more tensions and no more expectations frm ppl around....

i m in peace wid myself...those negative thoughts still prevail but thn i m ok wid it as long as its not affecting me...

also these days i dont feel strongly for anything....i m ok wid everything happening in this cruel world.....be it a minister being corrupt, or a bank being looted or earthquakes killing people, or a mother throwing her 3yr old child out of the window of their 4th floor house just before "Mother's Day"....

I DONT CARE!!!! All i care is for ppl to know wats right and wats wrong...if they dont....i know nature will b their teacher.....

As long as i am not doing wrong to others and others arent rubbing me the wrong way and as long as i m in peace wid my ownself...I DONT REALLY CARE....

let ppl call me selfish...rude, crude, shrewd...or anything else.. I DONT CARE ;)

Let the World just be....

Lastly, thnx Ice Candy...for observing tht i havnt written for a long period....this blog is to u....